new blog acc…
this is my new blog acc
http://minzhi-ness.blogspot.com/
dont reaad! its not main for you to read…
blog ??
just like wat kevin said…who the hell created blog …and blog make people go insane…go nuts…
everything can be solve by talking face to face…
but seriously…
i cant…
i can never talk when i m facing YOU…
and i m not coward…
thats not the right word to describe me…
coz i m not…
that’s just a normal reaction…
i can never talk when i m with you…
today…
the last day of year 2007…
what the hell that happened ruin my mood…
is this significating the bad luck in the coming year??
i m speechless…(anyone please show me the direction,the way to the lighted route,i m lost!!! TOTALLY UTTERLY LOST IN DARK!!!)
its the 1st time i sent a comment to others and i deleted it once it is posted…
everytime problems pop up …i got no one to share…no one to tell…
you carry me up high and you throw me down hard…i knocked the floor and i m paralyzed now…
i only got 2 shoulders,i cant carry those burden…its just enough to carry my heavy body weight…
the stress,the burden,the problems,are hurting …all these left a scar in my heart…and its shameful to reveal out…
fade up with my life…
here goes the end…
good bye …
T_T
bye kathryn…
woke up at 5 in the morning …because we are going to airport to send kathryn off…i m so stupid…they are giving a surprise…and yet i told her i m going…(got scolded because of my stupidity…my ngong-ness)…lawrence picked ah ma then jenny follewed by me…lastly,he picked yien peh…
reached airport around 745a.m….
before we entered…we saw a viewed of somebody’s back…
ah ma shouted,that looks like shui wer err…
indeed,its shui wei…haha…
we found some place to hide…
and kim ngu came…with her famous shirt and famous bag…
around 8,kat was here…and we try our best to hide ourselves…but she saw kim’s back view…she didnt saw us coz she didnt wear spec…
we ran behind her …haha…
she might be shocked for seconds because ah ma told her she couldnt send her off…
kat’s forgotten her instrument…her saxaphone and violin…
her mum went back and get it for her…
when her mum reached…its time to enter…
i can sense the unwillingness of being apart…
sad aura…
she gave each of us a BIG hugs…
i know everyone wants to cry…
but each of us is trying to hold back our tears…
*ah ma kept suaning me,coz she knows i m someone who can cry easily…she called kat and told her that minzhi is finding toilet coz she wants to cry…haha…
we waited for her to board then we left…we are so unwilling to separate…before she board…we called her and talk and talk and talk as much as we could…her mum is so excited when she saw her friends are there sending her off…haha…
about 9 something …after seeing her entered the plane…we left…
went to coffee shop near BDC area…since its a saturday morning…its so crowded…about one hours plus sitting in the coffee shop…so long arr…coz they(law,yp,ah ma) suan those maxis and xpax seller(they are walking around selling sim cards)…i bought maxis reload coz mine maxis no expired liaw…
and i left my TUPPERWARE bottle there…essssshhhh…
after sending yien peh’s back…
we go swinburne since the driver of the day wants to go…we ,as the passenger follow also lo…
on the way…lawrence keep saying those crap(yucky stuff)…
about 12 30 i reached home…
and i started sitting in front the comp ….
there goes another day…
kathryn chin hui san,we going to miss you dearly…ESPECIALLY AH MA LIM…
visit to the museum~~
13 november…december…2007
woke up kinda late today coz last night i had a nice chat with da ge…
it started of like any other days…sitting in front the laptop after i woke up…
wanted to watch summer scents that alex said its nice…but didnt have a chance…
coz dunno wat thing m i busy doing the whole morning…(actually i did nothing,busy doing NOTHING)…
hmmm…this afternoon i went to the museum with my 3 lil" cousin…
once i was like them too,excited when seeing those fish in the aquarium,tortoises and crocodiles…but today,i dont have any feeling…mayb my heart dies…^^
….that’s my lil” cousin…*she’s my lover*~~
…wow!!! lotsa tortoise eh…it made me think of mine tortoise that disappeared itself…haha…
…found that this fish kinda special and its different from other fishes…y do its tail move in such a way?? is the fish try to dance?? o is the fish a handicapped fish?? /\/\illions of questions came across my mind…that’s the only reason that make me took this down as a remembrance…
this photo is not very clear…those are leko…my grandma house fish pond got a lot last time…but now only few left…sone got eatan by the cat…some die cause th water is too dirty…and those in my grandma house fish pond are few times bigger than those in the photos…and the colour is nice too…(red mix white mix black mix yellow mix orange)…
anyway,its taken secretly…i should not take any picture in the museum…camera is prohibited!!!
let me intro u whose in the pic…
that’s my ah kin,and kuku with my 3 lil” cousin…
hmm,i edited it…and combined a few photos into one…4 in 1…and the background is the picture of the museum…
i ate the belacan bee hoon and sweetcorn chanluk…the food are not really nice …just i like the place there…with those huge trees …it calm down my confusing soul…
bye museum…i gotta miss u …
…another edited picture,they are running happily all the way towards the car…
…i wish i m still a little kid…
good night
sweet dream~~
~人生~hate it~what can i do??
EVERYTHING is miserable…
and my life these days sucks man…
bored till death…
24 hours sitting in front the comp doing nothing besides watching online dramas…
recently…just finished watching pasta…i dont feel like watching but after some interesting comments bout that dramas…i spent bout 3 days watching that online…
it does make me laugh…i just dont like the actor…one of our local actor…however,i finished watching it…because…once started never end…~所谓的有头有尾…
hmm,today…
12.12.2007…(double 12)…
nice date right…
happy birthday kathryn chin hui san…
&
happy birthday clifford sim tze wen…
wake up kinda early this morning just to follow my grandpa to serian…just to let my brain stop thinking of some miserable stuff…
forget ,forget, and forget…
let myself be busy all day while so that i got no time to think …that’s something i learnt from ah ma…
MAKE MYSELF AS BUSY AS POSSIBLE…
就不会胡思乱想…
i miss my friends…
i miss school…
i miss my uniform…
i miss my school bags…
i miss my table…
i miss the noise…
i miss the canteen’s food(though its oily and its one of the fattening food source)i think its nice…
i miss the *pao*~there is once,we bought pao every recess time continuously for days…
i miss the school laksa(though its so diluted,but i still miss it)…
i miss the drumstick(i know its not good for health but i still like it)…
i miss mr ang’(i miss those days when i provoke him,tease him,annoyed him…oh gosh…i really miss his add maths lesson)…
i miss pn azlin too(the teacher who entered the class on the 1st day,and before she knew me…she look at my back side and called me model…lol)kinda funny…and i miss her chocolate cakes that she made…
i miss the ASS monitor(colin yong) who always got bullied by me(he is my helper…help me buy stuff most the time)…
i miss michelle boon(should be boon yee zshin)i love teasing him…and its my fav…i love to suan him…and i will always be the winner…
i miss my neighbour,the guy who sat behind me…and we got lotsa things to crap a lot…we(ah ma,me and yew jeng) crap,we talk,we gossip in class…he got a panda look…and he said something that i will never forget…双眼皮，我不用去割啦，我有三四层啊。。。lol…he really got fell layer of eyelids…and this makes him look like panda…(mayb he plays too much online game and didnt sleep for days kua)….
i miss jenny wong(after biology exam,i dont see her liaw,its about 3 weeks liaw er)…
i miss samuel(he is leaving soon,hope u success in ur dream…become a pilot…and fly me all around the world…that’s our agreement …hmm,not only me…fly all the 5h /2007 students k…)…
i miss walter…though he is very annoying sometimes…but he is good in the other way…he is just too talkative and never think twice before he speaks…straight forward guy…i better dont miss him,if not he will be sneazing the whole night in ITALY now…just hope to see you back to kuching during cny…and all the best in ITALY …
i miss sarawak club library…that’s the place i spent most of my weekends…study in the library lo…but sometimes end up talking with walter,ah pui, and kim ngu…hehe…anyway…i m so scared of going to the library now…coz sometimes i was alone till late at night and it is scary…
i miss ah ma?? no la…i wont miss her…becoz i can see her anytime bar…lol…she online everyday…and she always message me bar…so i dont miss her…haha…dont feel bad arr ah ma…just telling you the truth…
i miss those days we have our breakfast together…the kolomee(though i dont order kolomee when i eat with u guys,i always order wan ton since its easier to eat)…
i miss those days got caught by prefects…
-anyway,i m a lot more better in form 5…i dont wear dangling earrings…i do tie my hairs…i just dont like to wear tie…and i dont escape class like wat i did in form 4…eventhough i dont like that teacher,i still attend the lesson …hmm…i just dont listen and sleep during the lesson…
now,i started to miss exam…i miss my marks…though sometimes i dont get good marks,because no one is perfect bar…i m not always lucky…做人麻不要太斤斤计较。。。该放手就的放，不要死撑。。。
today i deleted more than 50 people from my friendster’s friends lists…gonna delete again tomorrow…those i dunno ,i will delete…coz i dun wanna know people that i dunno…knowing more people make my life worst…i just hope for a peaceful life…k…i m who i m,never judge me…you creating rumours coz u r jealous…stop it…and mind ur own stuff
its over…everything is over…useless to think of it…no point missing it too…look forward and find the way out of the miserable life is better than hoping something that is impossible to return…m i right??
what i have said…can never be taken back…feeling remorse…regret is useless now…lets sleep now and start a new day again tomorrow…
只要能看见太阳就是最美好的开始。。。。。。让我从新出发走向目标。。。。。。人生最大的敌人就是自己。。。。。
good night minzhi…
好好的睡一觉吧。。。
一觉醒来，什么事都没了
here goes the day…nice and wonderful~~
everything started as usual today…added with some excitement…happiness…though sorrow followed closely behind…but i ran as fast as i could to avoid the arrival of mr sorrow…tell ya the happy stuff later…
now i gonna post those pics taken on the last day of school before the spm starts…during spm exam,and some others pics…
coffee shop we usually had our breakfast…gonna miss those days liaw…T.T
after our last breakfast before the study leave starts…its on the 5th of november…taken by colin ,on the way back to our school…and when we entered the school…its quite late already…the prefects starting at the door were not there saying good morning already~~(and after being caught once by the prefect
which is one week before the holiday started…the following days,i reached school at 6…jus to avoid them…)
thats the most hao lian guy i know(in fact he is not,jus his way of walking annoyed everyone…act so hao lian )haha…samuel ng boon lee aka ah seng,hope ur dreams come true…and remember to bring me arr…i wanna fly with u and all the 5h…better dont use airasia…be international airline ’s pilot…haha…(song dedicated for ah seng>>>i believe i can fly……..
another friendly guy…big boylim…actually…he is kevin la…in his class…4s2…on the 5nov…its too early…so the pic quite dark…^^
let me intro u this super tall girl of my age…super model in the future…she looks jus like ang mo…she is long bean…(we used to call her that,coz when i asked her,wats ur secret of being tall??…she said…i eat long bean everyday…so,there goes the name LONG BEAN…and for me…she is testis…my partner…learn too much of biology…she is fans of nana (a japenese gal)…
message to long bean:when u read this, remember those chinese dirty words ah ma taught u arr…i know u will coz u r too smart…and those words r jus easy for you…practise them everyday…^^
that is alex,shu kai and yap…
alex,one of the good looking guy that i knew…we went to the same kindy together long long ago…haha…and sky is one of the friendly guy…went to his birthday this year,he got a nice and funny bro…shu yao…and yap,a guy who likes to disturb ppl…
helping miss tchee with those certificates things in the school cyber…the girl besides me is ah ma lim…actually she is andeline lim EE sin(disgusting)haha…
those r teachers who teach me in school…mr ang (pro add maths teacher~~)mr gabriel(my biology tuition teacher),pn harnanie(pro biology teacher ,that’s y we dont get good mark…coz she is too strict in marking…bo pian…spm marker bor…)pn hii(modern maths teacher ,female teacher who knows how to play ping pong)…
since i knew her,she is the prettiest teacher in school…dunno why…i always have the feeling in my that she is…she always got sweet and broad smile…talk softly…dont get angry easily…she will remain the pretty teacher of mine till the last breath of mine…
about 20 green road students in the picture…taken on the last tuition with mr chong,another pro physics tuition teacher of mine…
this is my bm tuition teacher,pm mary…she is my school dicipline teachers too…she talks like rocket…haha…that’s walter aw and ah pui pui…(the pig farm owner)
its kinda dark …cant really see…but that’s the last biology tuition…2 days before the biology exam…at mr gabriel’s house…and his son r so cute…
12 november 2007…1st day of spm…after bm…everyone r busy reading history…i m one of them…
b4 est exam…
everyone is so relaxing…(smile)
before physcis paper 3…we r too well prepared till wasted our time posing in front the camera…
wen xi and tze xi…at my grandma’s place…
its me and her…the cutie little cousin that i love the most…
ah ma oii…
kam siah la…kelvin too…
xie le meng ke…
last thing before i go to sleep…
i m happy coz i finally got my laptop…
and i m going to the place i wish to go to…i can shop till pok liaw…
good night…
thanks guys~
THANK YOU~kuku & ah kin…
thanks daddy & mummy~
thanks joy,mark,kim ngu aka bull dog,samuel aka seng,ah ma,kat,cliff sim aka fifi,jenny chew,jenny wong(double jenny),colin the ass,ah pui,doris,shui wei,tzin yee,walter,norman,zhia hwa,miss tchee,suk ling,eric,ray,tse chuen,eileen chin and eileen chong(eileen square)hehe,michelle,amy donysos,kelvin kho,anders cheng,grace kho,jackie,juju,san
san,kelly,andy,lesley,lachelle,jianny,nabila,alex…thanks for the wish…
hehe…
and thanks to those who came las night(the really surprising party)…
i think that’s an idea from my kuku…
but i dunno how he contact my friends…
hehe…shocked to see u guys at my house hor…thanks for coming la…hehe…
once again…
thanks to~
ah ma,doris,jenny c and w,kat,kelvin,zhia hwa,samuel,ah pui,miss tchee,suk ling,shui wei,eileen,jackson,kuku& ah kin…ah ma and ah kong,and the 3 little cousins…haha…(they must have enjoyed themselves las night playing with my friends especially doris…lol)
thanks for tortured me with 17 scoops of food…and *continue our tradition*~hmm,take the candles out from the cake without using hand…so use my
mouth lo…lol…
till here them,upload the pics when i on9 next time~
mi nzhi~
recently~
hmm~i hope these days never come to an end…
i will never allow the full stop to enter my life…
yes…i love you…
oh ya,exam results not so good…
the worst thing after the mock exam is…we need to do some diagnostic…and those questions r so so so…u know la…no need me to explain further…and imagine…we got
5 science sub-math,add maths,bio,chemistry,physcis…each sub we got 5 diagnostic…
wowwww,,,its really a waste of time~
yesterday,monday—ah ma ,kat,kel,and anders…went to
retarded centre with some others prefects…
wow,when we went to physcis and biology lab…the whole table only me and colin…(whereas the other table is fully occupied)..lol…
went to mary’s q bm tuition las night…the fun part was…when she was reading the answer for cerpen di sisi rinda~black out suddenly…yeah,,,after sometime writing in the dark…we r allow to go back…jenny and i waited
inside the car for bout half an hour(waitin for his bro)…
today~as usual…yew jeng ,crapping partner…sitiing in front …hehe…we got lotsa things to crap…till got scolded by maths teacher(actually teacher didnt have the intension to scold me but ah ma kong…errr…minzhi le…y u didnt scold her*lol…
yeah,long bean the testis…haha…*u r too tall*…even mahts teacher said so…mayb she is short la…(from ovary)lol…^>^
after we had our chemistry diagnostic(since pn teresa is having leave,mr tchee*miss tchee’s bro* sit in for her class)…b4 we left the class…we did something bad…
ahma,jenny and me…empty all the desk in the class by overturning all the tables…all the rubbish berselerak di
sana sini(its really angry coz
those little kids put their books and rubbish in the desk,and once i
was really angry and threw their books out the window*…i think we r
going to get our *rewards * tomorrow,,,let see~
yes i love you eventhough u hate me…i know u dun have the intention to say that la…*jus to draw my attention i guess*…ok…i stop my perasan~ness*
bye…good luck to all the form 3s who r sitting for their PMR …especially to my LITTLE BRO…never ever see him study…till the las 2 weeks b4 exam…
all the best to all the form 4s too…
especially
dage,big boy,fifi,sky,mark,andy,jo-n,franc,audrie~
you can do it~…jia you jia you
all the best to we~who r going to sit for spm on the 12 november…
we includes…
me,ah ma,kat,seng,cho yew jeng,jenny,colin the ass,anders,mini amy,long bean aka testis,kelvin,alex,j-ni,adam,eric,melissa,nigel,paul,grace…
and everyone in the whole malaysia
yeah…we can do it…
malaysiaku gemilang…kita cemerlang…
good night~^.^MINZHI
message for you~
22.february(thursday)…
24 february(saturday)…
25 march(sunday)…
31 march(saturday)…
31 may(thursday)…
30 june(saturday)…
4 august(saturday)…
never again…
do those days and date sound ,looks familiar to u~…i dont think so…u never
care…u never will…
我记的你的手机号码,你的生日,你的星座,你的EMAIL地址…你喜欢的歌…有你的日子永远是幸福的,好想在看到你的微笑,可是你总是对我不理不睬,我在你面前你却故意转身不敢面对我.每天心情都很难过,常常在被子里偷偷哭,你又可知道?我好想让你知道我喜欢你,可是你却一点也不知道…
~with you my heart will always stay,with you my thoughts will be everyday…you remain to be the one that i regret letting away.why didnt i say what i needed to say??you are the one i will always use my wishes on.you are the one i will always wish was never gone..i will constantly wonder what went wrong.i will forever think what i could have did that was never done.~
i really hope you see this and give responses…
What is the opposite
of two? A lonely me, a lonely you
敏之
happy mooncake festival~
as usual…tuesday…i m going to english tuition later…since today is mooncake fest…
so,i m here to wish everyone…happy mooncake festival~…
hehe…
*yue liang yuan,yue liang yue…yue liang zhao zai wo sheng shang…~~~dunno how to continue khi~…
lantern,mooncake(FATTENING STUFF*i hardly touch…lolz)…
las sat…i went to jenny’s mooncake fest party…(yes,i went to her house for mooncake fest party every year since i was still in primary 1*…
but everything r so different now…i hardly know those little kids…only knew a few…and recently she moved to her new house…this is the first year she celebrates mooncake fest party at her new house…too bad…raining that day…if not i will be going around with my lantern…with those them…hehe…
so,i went home earlier…actually not going home…i went to the 2nd party…its a birthday party…at carrie’s place…so many kids again…adui…i feel like i m so OLD…luckily my bro and cousin were there too…lolz…after that…i went to *atap ke*~mooncake fest street??…
its was drizzling…and i m quite wet…~imaging ,3 ppl sharing a small umbrella…lolz…have a unforgettable sat night…:)
yeah yeah…tomorrow las day of mock…
going to have physics 1 ,biology 1 and est 1…
jus wish me,myself,i…good luck again~><3
八月十五中秋节
敏之 上
